Out of Place

Description from original post (created 2013-10-10 16:04):

Some have you may have noticed that I haven't been posting as many skins recently. This is because of the way I have been feeling recently. I made this skin to show how I feel right now. So here is my story. Over the past few months, I haven't felt the same as I did before. A few months ago, my family had to move into a new house because our old house was too small and too far away from town. Before we moved, I had to give up my dog Bonnie. She was the sweetest dog ever and she meant the world to me. Sadly she wouldn't have enjoyed the city life, and we had to give here away. I was absolutely devastated. I also had to give up my old school that had all my friends. I feel out of place at my new school. Every night before I fall asleep I think of all that I had before we moved. I had lived on that property all my life. I knew every tree, creek, and field. I had my very first birthday there, and last year I had my 14th birthday there. Ever since I said goodbye to that house, I feel as though I am an alien. Like I don't belong. I remember every moment that happened in that house, whether it was good or bad. I loved it. Now that Halloween is coming up, I am feeling even more alone. The last year, I went trick-or-treating with my friends. We ate too much candy and got sick. I still had a great time because I was with people I knew. The whole reason I feel as though I don't belong is because I don't know anybody here. There is nobody my age. I feel like a tree in a field. Nobody beside me.

If you read all that, I hope you understand. Until I start feeling better, I probably won't post anything. This is my way of saying goodbye. I am leaving PMC until further notice. I wish you all good luck. Everyone on this site has been so nice to me. I want to thank you for all you have done to make me feel like I belong, but it is time for me to part.

Lots of Love. Mesh.