Am I really, though?

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I know very few of you are worried about me, and you have all means to. Truth is, I'm not okay. Not saying this for attention, but to ease your worries, since some of you have asked me what's wrong, and I said 'Oh it's nothing, don't worry.' I apologize for that, and I'll explain here and now what happened. A few things happened.

One, is that I realized that I won't stay a child forever, that I'm growing, and will have to accept adulthood soon. I have to accept that my parents might not be with me one day, and when I'm old, my brother might not be with me either. I had an anxiety attack from this, and these thoughts still fill my mind every now and then.

Two, a relative of mine passed away a few weeks ago, and I had remembered what we used to do when I was little, since my memory is very hazey. I got a few glass ornaments from her after and before she had passed away, which made me feel a strong grief.

Three, a few friends of mine were being bullied or beaten up, or had a rough time getting along with others, and I had only recently heard of it. I want to help them but I rarely see them...

I'm sorry if reading this makes you sad. I don't want you to feel sad for me, since I'd feel awful for worrying you all. I just want to ease the worry and let you know what's on my mind. You guys have dragged me back into sanity and happiness, and I thank you for that.
~Gim

Yuuki's Contest

I guess this would fit Yuuki's theme; colour in this black and white world. This wasn't intentionally for her contest, this was originally just to inform you that I'm hanging in there. :)

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Am I really, though?

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