It took a conversation with my wonderful mother this weekend to make me realise this... but I give too much away! No one rarely does anything for me I feel - I mean I don't ask so why would they! But I always ALWAYS help out other people all the time, or cancel my own plans to do things with other people...
Recently, I just wait at my phone for people to reply to me... which is not on! I can't just sit there waiting for other people to get back to me. If they want my time they shouldn't waste it! I need to start doing more of the things I enjoy like skinning, gaming, drawing, watching my favourite TV programs etc etc. Yes I am gonna also make time for people, but just not at a constant sacrifice of my own enjoyment...
I'm not gonna start being completely selfish of course not, but I would like some of my own life back. (People irl have been overwhelming me recently! Even tho I love them ((if they see this)) so yeah) I am back, and I am staying for some time! I love you all and thanks for your patience and support! <3
Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY and MOTHER'S DAY to my wonderful mother, she really does know me very well!