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(created 2015-10-20 21:55):
Hey guys.. So recently one of my best friends have been bullied to the point where she legit wants to die.
I know many people probably know people like this but its really serious. Coming from personal expierence.. Its honestly
the worst feeling ever. It makes you feel like you have nothing good in the world for you. Yeah yeah I know this is really something deep to post but I just thought I'd post it because I know many people are depressed or get depression a lot. Its sad to think people do this to get others to laugh and join along. But it won't be funny when that person doesn't show up anymore.
my expierence
I've been depressed before because there was always these group of guys that'd make me sick. They'd always call me names and poke fun at my sexuality and tell everyone things that is false, but It wasn't just me they'd do this to. It was to many more people as well, but always seemed to have fun doing it to me. I never understood why they would do what they do, but I can't change an irrelevant personality when they just keep arguing back. I would akways be afraid to go to class because of it, but this was a few years back, it still is fresh in my brain though.. sadly.
When I was in the stage where I felt like nothing mattered and I kinda felt like death was the answer. But trust me its not. I told my closest friends how I was feeling and they made me feel sooo much better. I honestly felt like a new person and so happy I didn't harm myself because since I know the more things in life I would've missed, all the opportunities that'd be washed away. Because life is beautiful. I know that now and I'm not afraid of being called these things because it doesn't matter, I have friends that tell me otherwise and know that it isn't true. And for that I am thankful for everyday I am allowed to live. :)
I just thought If I shared this it might help you or someone you know.
Thank you for reading if you did.
You are beautiful.
:)