Description from original post (created 2015-12-25 13:08):
So for this contest I decided I wanted to do a female survivor (shocker right?)
Anyways I wanted to test a light source shading thing. I thought of doing it where shes sitting next to a low lit fire.
(ALSO THIS TOOK SO SO MANY HOURS)
It also made a friend I asked questions for parts of this go insane I'm pretty sure.
Also the thing on her is back is a backpack
and that thing on her leg is those cool knife holders
Idk why I added that so dont ask
If you could diamond this it would mean a lot cause I spent a really long time on it
Ahhh you guys <33
ANYWAYS BACK TO THE SKIN: I decided to make it so she has been in this current time for a long while (past the stage of shock, and having any hope left)
Yet another millionth log in this new ruined place.
Here we go again, on another moment of me writing my small thoughts that I have left.
I couldn't really put much into a fire for tonight, couldn't find that much to use recently.
It's pretty low right now that I can barely see this paper actually.
God what can I even write about anymore.
I mean I already complained and sobbed in so many before this.
Kind of feel more lost now.
Can I even get anymore lost honestly?
Maybe for once I'll write about something nice, something relaxing.
Something I've dreamed of for so long now is to be able to take a scalding hot bath.
Just thinking about it makes me feel better...
I'm sure if your reading this you might be wondering out of all things I could want during this time is a hot bath?
Why not more food, water, blankets, a pillow, anything better?
Well
honestly, being able to be warm, relaxed, and get rid of all this ash, sweat, and many other things I don't even remember off of my skin is honestly the best thought.
I can't smell that well anymore but I know the smell of smoke and death isprinted stained into my skin.
Just being somewhere else honestly would be nice.
Somewhere...
Anyways I should try falling asleep soon even though I'm sure that can't happen.
- Blaire
The hopeless, worst, pitiful survivor you could ever find,
I couldn't really put much into a fire for tonight, couldn't find that much to use recently.
It's pretty low right now that I can barely see this paper actually.
God what can I even write about anymore.
I mean I already complained and sobbed in so many before this.
Kind of feel more lost now.
Can I even get anymore lost honestly?
Maybe for once I'll write about something nice, something relaxing.
Something I've dreamed of for so long now is to be able to take a scalding hot bath.
Just thinking about it makes me feel better...
I'm sure if your reading this you might be wondering out of all things I could want during this time is a hot bath?
Why not more food, water, blankets, a pillow, anything better?
Well
honestly, being able to be warm, relaxed, and get rid of all this ash, sweat, and many other things I don't even remember off of my skin is honestly the best thought.
I can't smell that well anymore but I know the smell of smoke and death is
Just being somewhere else honestly would be nice.
Somewhere...
Anyways I should try falling asleep soon even though I'm sure that can't happen.
- Blaire
The hopeless, worst, pitiful survivor you could ever find,