okay so really serious thing in the spoiler. don't open it if you don't want to throw yourself into a pity pot. >o>
okay so i've been having trouble with this guy i like. he doesn't show emotion too well and i've been trying to hit it off with him for a while, but i'm too shy to actually. i'm afraid i'll mess up or something along those lines. i already tried to ask him out once, and obviously got rejected. a few days ago i went to friends for advice, and the fact6 that i have a long distance boyfriend was brought up. the reason i'm looking for a new one is because i didn't think it'd work with the distance between us. yesterday we broke it off because SOMEONE I DAMN WELL TRUSTED snitched. hell if i know who. i know i shouldn't be doing this behind his back, but i just don't want to hurt him. but breaking it off like this hurt him more that it should have. then again, it shouldn't even hurt. and now i'm just overflowing with guilt and feeling like an idiot for trying. i was going to try and talk to the guy today, but chickened out just as i was about to. i'm thinking Monday now but i don't even know what to say. someone help me. ;~;