So Ill try to keep this short.
I am mentally ill, But refuses to ask for help. I hate therapies.
I have skin picking disorder (
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I am chubby and is was told before "You could be pretty only if you were skinney" Whatever its all the magazines covers with the photoshopped pretty ladies or my sister.
TALKING ABOUT MY SISTER:
She is emotionally abusive. She calls me names and treat me as I was a piece of useless trash.
She already called me "retarded" before. I think shes the reason i have such low self esteem.
Oh well. Another reason to stay alive.
You see, I might be depressed and have such low self esteem but the more you hurt me is the more stubborn I am too continue living.
I have accepted the fact my life is going to the trash, That I am garbage and doesn't deserve help.
But something inside just says..
"Stay alive".
If someone like me stays alive... Why not you? You are great, Y'know
Well.
There comes the nice comments.
Thanks.
Thanks for reading.
I really appreciate it.
If you found yourself relating to me:
I am mentally hugging you.